stressssssss !
ohmy, gym competition is coming !
it's about 3 more days ?
i've just a feeling that i'll be the reserve ?
if i'm not , i've a feeling that i'll jump till suck to the core during the competition!
i'm so stress yesterday thinking and thinking and worrying about it !
if i jump lousily during the competition, i'll pull the whole team down !
i even dreamed about it yesterday night!
i'm scared that i'll have soft legs during the competition!
don't think about it , i may be the reserve .
i don't even know if i want to be the reserve anot ,
if i want to be reserve , i'll think that all the hard work i did for one year plus will be gone!
and it's not worth it . if i don't want to be the reserve, i'm so stressssss , and scare i'll pull the whole team down !
ohno, what should i do ?